The Sleepover :)
We’re planning on sleeping together tonight… I don’t know how that will go.
Obviously I’ve already fantasized it about a hundred times…but I’ve always been afraid of the unknown.
What scares me the most is what he says he’s gonna do to me in the pool. He plans on setting a time limit during which I have to make him cum…if I don’t, he’ll drown me for a while…then we’ll start over.
I’m not adverse to the drowning…I find it kind of exciting…what I don’t like is feeling like I’m being punished even when I’m doing my best. I think he’s going about this the wrong way…but I trust him not to do anything terrible.
What I’m most excited about, though, is having dinner with him. Its something I’ve been looking forward to for a long time.
It means a lot to me that he asked me to sleepover…even knowing what he has planned.
He said he was gonna love me like a girlfriend and fuck me like a sub…I’m kind of scared but extremely turned on by the thought 
I just hope I’m tied up and blindfolded at one point 
