Anal training

I’ve started preparing for taking my Daddy’s cock in my ass. His cock is huge…like, ginormous! It’s incredibly important that I prepare for this rather than just deal with the pain then…why? Because there is no way I’ll be able to deal with all that pain at once!!!
I’ve been playing with the smallest toy. I put it in my ass with much difficulty. It hurts the entire time it’s in, even though it shouldn’t hurt once it’s completely in. I have to constantly struggle not to pull it out. Well, not exactly true. I’m also afraid of pulling it out! Taking it out means having to pass through the thickest spot again. Yes, it’s a lot easier going out than in, but I’m really really afraid of the pain.

Another thing I hate is the huge mess I make with all the lube! Dear lord…I have slippery goodness all over my room by the time I’m done. All over my fingers, my bed, my covers, my clothes, my laptop, my chair, my desk, my sink, my tub, my faucets…I don’t know how this happens! It just does. Oh well!

I like to watch porn and use my vibrator to have an orgasm. It…it gives me something to look forward to. I love watching porn. I love my vibrator. I love orgasms. Combining them, I try to overcome the pain caused by the anal plug.

I’m hoping that with a few more weeks I’ll be ready to move on to the medium sized one.