I miss him
I miss him so much. I miss the way he looks at me. The way he smiles. Even the way he scares me (which I hate).
Anyways, more about yesterday. He told me to do something but I either didn’t do it or I lied about it. He grabbed my hair and pulled me up to him. I was so scared. It was so unexpected.
So, I ended up telling him that I prefer my Boyfriend to my Teacher (that’s what I call him when he does something I don’t like because he’s usually doing it to teach me something). He completely understood my feelings. He even suggested that the next couple of time he comes over we shouldn’t have sex. Instead, he wants me to teach him how to play the recorder. 🙂
He’s so incredibly sweet…but we’ll still be having sex (especially anal!). But its the thought that counts…and I could tell he was serious when he suggested it.
See? Everyday he does something that makes me love him even more!