I hate the silence. As if it wasn’t bad enough that he fucked me right before leaving. Yup, that’s right. He fucked my ass and then left. No cuddle time afterwards. He just left.
Now, 5 emails later, he has yet to write back. I know he has a lot of things to think about…but seriously? He can’t take the time to say I love you? It hurts me to have to beg him to write to me.
When we first started talking he was always online. He would always write to me. Now, its as if he’s lost interest.
He knows I’m extraordinarily needy…he knows I need more attention…he always says he’s sorry for not giving me more attention…so why doesn’t he? Ugh! This is so frustrating.