I’m beginning to doubt our relationship again. I wish I didn’t. I wish I could be as secure in our relationship as he seems to be. So, what’s wrong this time? Well, he hasn’t written back to my emails. He wrote back to 1 email on Saturday, but not to the other’s I sent him afterwards. I know I’m being silly. I know that he’ll probably write to me today or tomorrow, I just get a bit anxious.
I wish I could tell my mom. I want to. But I’m not sure its what he wants. I’m going to ask him if its ok the next time he comes over. The thing is, I don’t want to tell my mom about him and then have us break up right after. So I don’t want her to know unless I know that our relationship is stable, at least for the forseeable future.