Ever since we first started talking he has been saying that he wants to sleep together the whole night. He’d always said that he wanted to wake up with me in his arms.
When he comes over in the mornings and he’s just holding me in his arm he always says that he wishes I was more independent . It always makes me feel bad when he says that because I feel like he wants the relationship to move faster than I can allow.
Well, I finally found a way to sleep over at his house. My family was going away to Orlando and I convinced them that I needed to stay home and study.
I was so excited because I could finally sleep over with my boyfriend. I had thought about it often enough. So I asked my boyfriend if I could sleep over…
Well…as it turns out, he never actually thought of the consequences. He doesn’t want to introduce me to his family. I understand his reasoning…but it still hurt when he said it. He’d told me before, of course, but I thought it’d be different now. Its not. He said he only took home his serious girlfriends. It hurt when he said that. I know he didn’t mean it like that…but still.
This is the man I gave my virginity to. How much more serious could it be? I thought this was a serious relationship…I thought he was a serious boyfriend…but I guess the definition of serious changes somewhere between 18 and 25.