It’s day 1 of trying to prove myself to him and I’ve already failed.
He told me I wasn’t allowed to orgasm unless I’m with him. This morning I felt horny so I came twice. I completely forgot that he had said not to. As soon as I remembered I told him what I did. He responded by sending me a sad face. That’s it. He didn’t say a word. I’m scared. I don’t know what he’s going to do. I know I deserve to be punished, but what if he decides that I’m too disobedient?
Ugh. Why did I forget? I even thought about it this morning. I reminded myself not to orgasm. I figured it’d be easy. I guess it wasn’t as easy as I thought. 😦