So, I logged onto meebo and found this waiting for me:
[08:59] meeboguest661464: Put the suicide option on hold ys91.
[09:01] meeboguest661464: Find some one or some thing you can love 100% and that will return that same love at the same level.
[09:05] meeboguest661464: Holiday depression is common especially amongst late teenagers. You have your whole life ahead of you. Hang in there darlin, you are worth saving.
It really made my day. So, meeboguest661464, thank you. The suicide option is definitely off the table and I have found someone I can love and who’ll love me back. He might be 1,000 miles away, but he’s always there for me, and unlike my boyfriend, he always loves hearing from me. He’s my hero. 🙂