A week apart
I broke down today. I wrote to him. A certain someone I had been counting was unable to talk to me today and the pressure got to me.
Anyway, he said he wanted me to see myself the way he saw me, gorgeous and strong. The thing is I do. This past week has really changed me. I’ve learned to be confident in myself. I’m a fuckin amazing girlfriend and any guy would be lucky to have me. I know that now. I’ve had a ton of guys comment and send me messages on fetlife. That seriously boosted my self confidence. Now, I realize how freakin awesome I am. I wish I had held out a bit longer…but it’s late and I needed someone to talk to so I wouldn’t fall asleep and guess who’s my only friend up this late? Why am I up this late? I’m babysitting…until 1 am O.O