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June 10, 2011

I’ll admit, I require tons of attention. I know that. I make this known. I need constant communication with those I love. But occasionally when I send my good morning text, code for I’m awake and in need of your attention, I’ll receive silence.

I can not tell you what this does to me. It isn’t so much that I run through worst case scenarios, or that I doubt someone’s love for me…it’s that I’m not receiving the attention I need. I feel really lonely for a while.

The same thing happens with short conversations.

Now, if I knew that I wouldn’t have that attention then I’d be fine. Why? Because I could prepare myself for the loneliness…and then I don’t feel so lonely. A lot of this is mental.

I feel like I’m rambling now…so I’m done talking.

One Comment leave one →
  1. June 13, 2011 3:54 pm

    You give a lot to those you love, so they should be prepared to give a lot. I hope they are, because you deserve it. 🙂

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