Apparently kissing me feels like kissing a boy, my Daddy so rudely informed me. I’m beginning to have my doubts about him. A Daddy wouldn’t have said that.
He asked me to shave my upper lip because he doesn’t want to feel like he’s kissing a boy. He followed that up by saying he wants me to look like a girl.
I haven’t stopped crying since. Perhaps my facial hair is a problem, but he didn’t have to phrase it that way. He could have just asked me to shave because he wanted my face to be super smooth all over or something. He didn’t have to tell me that kissing me felt like kissing a boy.
If he didn’t enjoy it then why did he keep kissing me?
I’ve been building up my self esteem for the last few months. It’s been really hard, but I was finally seeing progress. That’s all gone now. My Daddy made sure to rid me of any self esteem I may have had left.
*As a side note, he seems to be the only guy to have kissed me that seems to think kissing me is like kissing a boy.