Topping from the bottom
I tend to top from the bottom quite a bit. It’s never been much of a problem, though. I just get ever so slightly bratty when it happens. I think it’s cute…my Daddy, not so much. Daddy J has decided that he is going to break me of this habit.
This whole thing started with a few simple statements of “I approve.” It started out small enough…my Daddy would make a statement such as, “I’ll call you tonight.” and I’d follow it with, “I approve,” with a gigantic smile on my face.
One day, My Daddy told me that he didn’t quite like this. A small problem, in his eyes, but a problem nonetheless. He informed me that he was going to start keeping track of how often I said it. That was my cue to never say it again. It wasn’t easy. It sort of happened subconsciously. And honestly, it’s not as though I expected my approval or disapproval to matter much. I completely understood that my approval meant next to nothing…it was more of me letting my Daddy know what I thought about whatever he had said. However, I did start saying it for just about everything.
Anyways, not one to displease my Daddy, I decided to curb my “approving.” It’s really hard. I find myself starting to say it often…and end up catching myself just a split second before saying it out loud. Daddy J has noticed. I hope to become less of a brat. I know Daddy J would like me to be more submissive than I am…well, not that he wants to change me…I know he loves me just as I am…he just wants a more obedient, less bratty version of me. Let’s see how long this lasts! 😉