I’ve been rather disobedient lately. Yesterday, I asked my Daddy for permission to cum. He said that I could use my vibrator but I would cum when he gave permission. It was close to when I had to leave for class. When my Daddy stepped away from Skype, I got a call from a friend asking to come over. Rather than wait for my Daddy to come back, I disobeyed him and put my vibrator away. I explained it to my Daddy and he expressed his disappointment. He said it was settled.
Today, he gave me permission to have an orgasm. Rather than start masturbating, I stayed online to make a loan payment (which was really unnecessary at that exact moment.)
When I texted my Daddy to tell him I had made the payment, he asked what had happened to my orgasm. I had forgotten. My Daddy gave me a specific instruction and I didn’t obey it.
He told me to put my vibrator away…and my cuffs. I cried when he told me to put my cuffs away. The cuffs are a symbol of my submission to him. I wear them each night while I sleep.
He was right, though. I haven’t been submitting to him, so I don’t deserve to wear the cuffs. It hurts so much to know I’ve disappointed my Daddy. I don’t know why I haven’t been obeying him like I should. He’s been incredibly attentive lately considering his work schedule. Yesterday, he even let me sit in through skype on his work calls.
I need to do better. There isn’t anything more to it. Yes, I could make excuses…but they would be lies. I disobeyed my Daddy and I’m getting the punishment I deserve.